Monday, October 18, 2010

God bless the people in China



During my stint in Malaysia, I travel back home almost every year. Each trip would teach me some lessons in different perspectives. I was back in KL last week from a short visit to celebrate my grandpa's 90th birthday. I had a shock in my life during the 7 days back home, the CPI in China is so freaking high!!!

I have no idea how many rich people exist out there, but I couldn't help pondering how big is the percentage among the population. Let's not mention the hiking real property price which is obviously just a big bubble and I'm waiting for the day it bursts. Normal daily consuming products are so expensive that makes you really want to suicide with the level of income you earn. Here I'm gonna show you some examples:

Story1:
My friend in KL asked me to check out the price of honeysuckle(金银花) for her as it's sold at RM 80/kg in KL. She said it's originated from China therefore the price should be lower there. So I went to supermarket to ask about it. To my surprise, the assistant told me RMB 22 per 50g which literally means RMB 440/kg. I thought something was wrong with my ears so I scrutinized the price tag carefully, yep, it's written there clearly, no mistake. I took a photo of the price tag as evidence that the people in China are suffering in hell as the tiny little flower used to make tea would cost such a fortune.

Story2:
I was doing grocery shopping with mum in Carrefour, passing by the fruits counter, bearing the risk of getting another heart-attack, I took a glimpse at the price again. OMFG! Guess what, banana, pisang in Bahasa, it's the cheapest fruit here as everybody can afford to eat fried banana pisang goreng everyday. However, down there, it's selling at RMB27++ for a bunch! I bet that's the reason why people don't eat pisang goreng there.

Story3, Miscellaneous
McDonald Mcflurry ice-cream: RMB 10
Wasabi green pea: RMB 89 (this is really ridiculous)
Seafood buffet (with the fried kuey teow size of prawn): RMB 170++
Starfucks: RMB 40++
Fruit juice at small stalls: RMB 28++
Milk powder/tin: RMB 300++
Short-sleeve no brand T-shirt: RMB 400++
Hairtail fish: RMB 60++
Egg: RMB 16/kg (means RMB 1++ per piece)
...
the list goes on

Housing price, this one you'd better not see, it's hazardous, bad for your eyes. For many areas, the price for 1 square metre has exceeded RMB 10000. I wonder how many people can afford them yet the real property market is still so hot, it seems like everybody is buying. Is there any element of speculation? Who are the real buyers behind? I don't know and I don't want to know.

Malaysia is paradise, people here, please stop complaining and cherish what you have.
May God bless those in China, Amen!





Sunday, September 19, 2010

我是白痴

朋友们都说我糊涂

在暧昧关系中痛苦

他不是不知道我的无助

但是好像什么都不在乎


爱一个人为什么这么辛苦

把自我抛在脑后全都不顾

头破血流却毫不在乎

不去计较也义无反顾


我是爱情里的白痴

憧憬童话中的故事

默念忘不掉的名字

不想面对残酷的现实

我是爱情里的白痴

期待不可能的故事

寻找到不了的地址

不愿看清悲剧的现实


这样的感情很盲目

单方面傻傻地付出

我也不想继续执迷不悟

却是深陷泥潭没有退路


我只是渴望得到你的保护

并没有太多其他什么企图

没想到你把我当包袱

可悲的我还死不瞑目


我对自己说是时候醒来了

没未来的感情也该放弃了

抛开所有的不舍不再爱了

我相信未来一定是美好的


我是爱情里的白痴

憧憬童话中的故事

默念忘不掉的名字

不想面对残酷的现实

我是爱情里的白痴

期待不可能的故事

寻找到不了的地址

不愿看清悲剧的现实

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

写给她的一首歌

在人海中遇见你

是我今生最大的福气

从没有人能如此的贴心

当渐渐地了解你

知道你深藏心底的秘密

我感情汹涌泪就要决堤


看着你无辜的脸

写满了天真无邪

稚嫩的翅膀何时能飞上蓝天

或许梦想的终点

已经不会很遥远

但你却害怕世界无常的变迁


哦我亲爱的朋友

请你勇敢向前走

不要让未来被别人左右

哦我亲爱的朋友

继续走就别回头

世界还很大你还没看够


哦我亲爱的朋友

人一定要有追求

你要相信梦想在向你挥手

哦我亲爱的朋友

我会一直陪你走

直到有天你已不再需要我


开心时会想起你

想跟你分享生活的美丽

你总对快乐充满了怀疑

看你难过会心疼你

怕你在夜里一个人哭泣

想给你肩膀安慰你的心


看着你清澈的眼

充满了稚气万千

柔弱的肩膀需要肩负这一切

其实未来的冒险

不一定会很危险

但你却不敢面对未知的明天


哦我亲爱的朋友

请你勇敢向前走

不要让未来被别人左右

哦我亲爱的朋友

继续走就别回头

世界还很大你还没看够


哦我亲爱的朋友

人一定要有追求

你要相信梦想在向你挥手

哦我亲爱的朋友

我会一直陪你走

直到有天你已不再需要我

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

谎言

当我们的昨天, 都已变成了谎言


不知道从哪天起, 你开始对我敷衍

不经意的流露出, 你已经觉得厌倦

我以为你想要多一点时间

来整理你纠结的思绪万千

却不知这一切都已改变

当我们的昨天, 都已变成了谎言

我的眼泪冲破防线

它在嘲笑我伪装的笑脸

当所有的昨天, 都已变成了谎言

我的心也不再眷恋

我的梦很浅泪水很咸

我应该从一开始, 就不要太过迷恋

给自己多点空间, 好过在爱里深陷

我以为我们可以走到永远

可以一直沉醉在爱里面

这一切都不过只是谎言

当我们的昨天, 都已变成了谎言

我的眼泪冲破防线

它在嘲笑我伪装的笑脸

当所有的昨天, 都已变成了谎言

我的心也不再眷恋

我的梦很浅泪水很咸

曾经幻想的未来已看不见

我将要开始一个人的明天

Saturday, August 28, 2010

你要的自由

当你说你想要很快乐, 无拘束地生活

我假装不懂你在说什么, 因为我不想分手

当你说你想要收回承诺, 不再为爱软弱

我只有表情麻木地点头, 装作我不曾爱过

你要的自由, 刺痛我心口

怀里的温柔, 也无法挽留

你要的自由, 是绝对自由

无情的道别, 一去不回头

当你说你想要一个人过, 独自去看日落

我只是沉默没有说什么, 因为我无话可说

当你说你想要离开我, 背着包去漂泊

我只能成全你心中的梦, 但是我真的难过

你要的自由, 刺痛我心口

怀里的温柔, 也无法挽留

你要的自由, 是绝对自由

无情的道别, 一去不回头

多少眼泪多少挣扎

除了自己没人会懂

怎么割舍怎么放手

真的爱过才会心痛

你要的自由, 刺痛我心口

怀里的温柔, 也无法挽留

你要的自由, 是绝对自由

无情的道别, 一去不回头

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Another victory achieved

Yesterday was a big day for all ACCA students---another judgement day which makes everybody panic like ants on a hot pan!

I was suffering like hell before this, had my "1 year anniversary"food poisoning last week. Only a few days later when I thought I have recovered, by forgoting that usually diarrhea takes at least one week to heal. Assam fish became the victim that triggered my diarrhea again. Tossing on my bed on Saturday midnight it was really killing me. There was nobody at home, I thought if I died my body could only be found at least 24 hours later.

I have to admit that I hate to fall sick when I'm thousands miles away from home, alone. That's the most vulnerable moment which makes you want to give up your dream to be a "drifter", willpower dropping to the bottom. I tried to ignore it and consoled myself no matter where we are, everybody falls sick, that's norm coz we are human beings. Therefore I prayed, whole-heartedly, asked help from God.

I tried to analyse how many percentage of the reason for my diarrhea is due to the tension, I don't know and my friend told me I would be perfectly well after the result is released. I don't think my mental is that fragile, I am strong enough to face a failure I guess, though 100% not willing to. Only thinking of repeating the same stuff for another 6 months already makes me sick, don't dare to imagine how am I gonna face it.

Luckily, God loves me, as He always does, he gave me a 51 to wake me up, no more mucking around!!! Yeah, sure, I have to put in more effort to ensure a much safer pass ( don't dare to dream about scoring, that's for psycho, not a playful kid like me, yet I'm never a perfectionist myself thus it's impossible for me to do it perfectly). However here really comes the alert! I'm doing Professional level, as the name suggests, it's "professional", no joke, and I'm hoping for a straight pass for all 14 papers, gotta do something to achieve that.

It's just the end of another battle, but the war is not over, to be precise, the real war has just started, previously those were all rehearsals. Mount Everest, only a few hundred metres away from the top, at the 8000 metres upper air, there is a secondary mount, plenty of climbers who can successfully climb up to there, however, only a handful of them could carry on the journey and reach the 8848 metres top. Because it's getting tougher, severalfold, at the top...

God bless I can make it.

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Dancing Queen

从你身边飘过

听到沸腾的脉搏

你要对自己的眼神负责

我没那么容易唾手可得

你心跳的速度

跟不上我的舞步

我知道你已经中毒

但还不肯做我的俘虏

看你假装无辜的表情

我猜你已经有点动心

不论你的taste是怎样

我是人人垂涎的dancing queen

全场就数我舞姿最in

我身上聚集所有眼睛

无法否认我魅力四射

我是独一无二的dancing queen

虽然你没动作

激情却迸发似火

我触动了你内心的恶魔

你开始幻想诱人的欢乐

我敢跟你打赌

你一定会被征服

劝你早点投降认输

我会考虑给你留后路

看你假装无辜的表情

我猜你已经有点动心

不论你的taste是怎样

我是人人垂涎的dancing queen

全场就数我舞姿最in

我身上聚集所有眼睛

无法否认我魅力四射

我是独一无二的dancing queen

天生就有让人神魂颠倒的本领

会说话的眼睛和身体非常致命

看你假装无辜的表情

我猜你已经有点动心

不论你的口味是怎样

我是人人垂涎的dancing queen

全场就数我舞姿最in

我身上聚集所有眼睛

无法否认我魅力四射

我是独一无二的dancing queen