Transformers2

大家都在翘首期待的<变形金刚2>终于出炉了!有幸在23号看了首映,非常震撼.壮观逼真的视觉效果,富有想象力的人物造型,起伏跌宕的故事情节,让人真的赞不绝口.电影结束时竟然大家都起立鼓掌,那阵势直逼<星球大战>在美国公映的场景.

今天为了陪朋友,再次为<变形金刚2>的票房做了贡献,我有预感,这很有可能不是最后一次,也许还会陪别人再看一次,天,我要成他们的忠实粉丝了,如果今年票房冠军被它摘得的话,其中也有我一份功劳.

其实今天是和一个朋友道别,可能要2年之后才会再见.或许是我已经习惯了离别,深知所有人终有一天都会离开,只是迟早的事,生命中的过客太多了,我的神经也经受了过多的磨练,越来越大条了,不知是不是好事.

转眼已经到了月底,开学在即,十二分的不愿意,假期里我的活动除了吃好像还是吃,本来想抓紧时间锻炼身体减肥的,但是我的partner不在,一个人的确没有动力,没事,就让我开学以后尽情强奸大家的眼球吧,反正可能大家也习惯了.将强奸进行到底...

我有点累...

17 Again

I haven't watched movie in cinema for more than half a year,thanks to ACCA,the last time i went was during December's break,while my mum was here. During the past 6 months, i merely downloaded a few from internet and the interesting thing was none of them really made me impressed.
Today I finally got a chance to visit cinema,somemore on movie day(Wednesday) and it only cost RM7, what a deal! My friend intended to watch , however due to some coward(Hmm,who is that coward? I didn't say anything,please don't look at me), we changed our plan to <17> which was acted by the guy in ,sorry i don't know his name albeit he's quit popular now. We were lucky to get seats in the 2nd last row with a perfect angle. Before the movie started,there was the trailer of ,Oh my God,it's cool! Everything was fantastic which made me couldn't wait to watch its premier on 26th.
The movie was about a guy who didn't pursue his dream to become a basketball player was regretful about his life after he reached his middle age.Suddenly one day he got a chance to return to his teenage which allowed him to live his life all over again. Surprisingly, everything used to be messed up when he's 40 turned out to be perfect when he was 17 again. He had sticked to his choice for the 2nd time:marrying the girl he loved instead of going to university and playing basketball.
The story had a happy ending, or I should say, it's quite funny all along. The laughter was continuously echoing in the cinema, however, after that I couldn't help myself falling into deep thoughts. 17 again? What would I do if I have a chance to go back to 17? I asked my friend, she said she would study hard and maybe go abroad to do her degree. I pondered and pondered, what would I do then? 17 was the age I was suffering immensely from the disastrous mathes, the fierce competition and intense stress in high school. I couldn't assure myself I would be able to handle it better if I have a 2nd chance. But at least I think I will try harder, I mean, really much harder, not to be so rebel and cynical. I have no idea where I would be now if I attended a good university in China as my fellows did. I may end up working as a normal office lady for some company, I might be selected to pursue my Ph. D abroad on full scholarship, or I am just nobody among the 1.5 billion population. I have no certain answer that I would be better or worse than my current situation. Anyway, there's no way to go back and regret is useless. Just focus on what I am doing now, I wish there is no regret if tomorrow never comes although I have so many wishes which haven't be fulfilled.
Thank God, I'm still alive. I'm so grateful that I'm able to wake up in the morning, having breakfast while listening to some music. I'm able to read, write, check news on the internet, hang out with friends. I'm so happy that I can sing, I can play basketball, I can write blog to pour all my grumbles here.I'm happy as there are so many things I can do. Every tiny little thing in life is actually so amazing!
Be grateful and live everyday as if it's your last. No regets...

分身乏术

10号,我终于解放了,大有1949年10月1号天安门升国旗的那阵势.群发信息,告知狐朋狗友们我暂时可以摆脱ACCA的魔爪两个星期.大家都非常配合,恭喜我回到现实生活中(原来有ACCA的生活叫非现实啊?)紧接着便是突然间觉得自己成了国宝,想要被entertain的人排成行,我真是名副其实的CEO啊...(chief entertaining officer >_<)
转眼已经过了三天,我感觉自己满脑袋都是浆糊,晚上失眠,白天在外面疯,真是对我脆弱神经的折磨!半夜爬起来在我孤独小台灯的微弱灯光下创作,似乎越热闹的白天预示着越寂寞的黑夜,夜深人静真的适合unwind your thoughts,思想可以尽情放肆地疯狂,不受任何约束,找回最真的自我.
忙碌的时候真的恨不得可以把自己分成几半,每一个我都可以去独立胜任某项工作,那生活不知道会有多么丰富多彩.但是鱼和熊掌不可兼得,分身乏术的时候,不得不做出一些可能我们不情愿的选择,哎,如果一天有48小时那该多好啊...
老妖精看了我的歌词处女作,大加赞赏,但当事人看了之后还没有做出任何评价.老妖精听了我的<隐形的翅膀>后郑重其事的说,或许可以去找个老师专业指导一下,好像真是可塑之材.哈哈,好一个"可塑之材"!我可以"被塑"的variety也稍微有点多吧?拿把西瓜刀,对准我头顶,一刀下去...唔,大功告成!

尘埃落定

不好意思借用了阿来的书名作为博客题目,但事实真的如此,就在今天,F5,尘埃落定...
拿到考卷的时候发现题目比预料之中容易,有了一丝丝存活的希望,3小时15分在眨眼之间溜过,不知道结局,也不想和别人对答案(虽然追在我屁股后面对答案的人一大堆),就算是现在知道了正确答案又怎样呢?对整个事情的结局也是丝毫没有影响,sunk cost...
在过去的半年里,老实说,日子不好过,F5给我的压力是无庸置疑巨大的,有点让我喘不过气来,真的是再次经历高考数学的那种折磨,有过之而无不及的.太久没有尝试失败的滋味,也越来越害怕失败,瞻前顾后想得越多,自己给自己的压力就越大.最近一个多星期,我过着"非人"般的生活,每天憋在家里,看书看到想吐的地步.很想出去放松,但是msn上ACCA组群里0的上线人数在时时刻刻给我敲紧钟---大家都在乖乖复习,为什么我就非要想到出去放松? 18班当初的情景历历在目,为什么人家都可以做得到那么憋屈地刻苦学习,都不会郁闷,我就不可以呢?我凭什么搞特殊?"生活太安逸了,工作就被生活所累了."鲁迅的教诲虽然时常在耳边响起,但是起的作用并不明显.越大人也越懒散,我最不愿听到的"浮躁"两个字又被非常贴切地运用到了自己身上.哎,白吃了这么多年饭,都没有一点长进.
考试刚刚结束时,我的心情可以用欣喜若狂来形容都毫不夸张,虽然后天还有一科,显然我已经把F5的结束作为我的"解放日".令人费解的是,那一阵狂喜过了之后,内心居然有一种怅然若失的感觉.好像过去半年自己的很大一部分生活都是关于它,突然之间一切结束了,可能永远不再来了,看到自己堆成山的笔记,资料等等,想着自己受过的精神上的折磨和心灵上的打击,只想摇头.但愿真的是尘埃落定吧,很快我的生活又将会有新的主题,希望不是F5...

别亦难

快乐的时光总是那么短暂,

欢笑声听不到内心的呼唤,

哪怕已用目光拥抱了你千万次,

却丝毫不能解对你的依恋,

为何相聚之后总要别离?

渐行渐远,

最不愿看到的,是你离去的背影...

考前综合症

6月和12月是ACCA学生最痛苦的两个月,只因为这该死的全球统考.2号我已经上了一次战场,虽然不知结果怎样,但好歹活着走出了考场.从今天起,我的苦日子才算正式开始.F5,6月8号,离现在倒数也不到五天时间了,不知道五天里面可以补上多少漏洞.
早上很乖,睡到自然醒,但是起来之后竟然破天荒的拟定了一个粗略的5天急救F5的计划.虽然了解我的人都知道,我的计划从来没有认真执行过(哎,说起来都丢脸,从小到大,不知道写了多少学习计划,但是结果呢?:p)可是我今天很执着,硬是要把该完成的东西理清楚.计划倒是三下五除二就搞定了,但是实施起来,这个嘛...再议!
最近身体也不怎么好,不知道是考试压力所致还是怎么回事.感觉身体在一夜之间迅速老化,难受到极点的时候好像整个人都要散架了.食欲大增,但是一贯非常良好的消化系统的运作却不甚乐观.居然会出现头一天便秘第二天却拉肚子的状况.TMD, ACCA真是害人不浅!本人好像从来没有这么在意过什么考试,现在这阵势比高考都有过之而无不及啊!从来没有看书看到想吐过...哎,我算是补课吧,谁让我以前在人家拼命的时候却翘脚哈皮呢,现在遭报应了,活该!
哎,我真的不想死...