判刑日

翘首期盼了2个多月,终于等到了这一天,今天是我们ACCA学生的判刑日,因为12月考试的成绩将于今天公布. 原本应该是14号就出成绩的,但是考虑到14号是我们的大年初一,仁慈的ACCA为了让我们安心过年,推迟了一个星期审判我们.

所有人都很紧张,考试的也好,看别人考试的也好,皇帝太监一起急.我的亲爱的们已经很多天都吃不下睡不香了,大家都是神经绷得紧紧的,好像有什么大事会一触即发一样.其实万事已成定局,现在操心也是无谓,我们目前就是像"案板上的猪肉---任人宰割",所以,放松心情,顺其自然吧.

最后,祝所有ACCA的同胞们GOOD LUCK!

年终盘点

其实严格说起来这已经算是“年初计划”，还没赶得及做总结，虎年就已经在我还没准备好的时候来临了，没有红内裤红内衣,全靠手上一条红珊瑚手链来“抵挡”本命年的“太岁”，我坚信，I'm gonna be ok!

金牛年全球股市一点都不牛，马来西亚也受到严重的冲击，身为平民百姓都会感觉到金融危机的影响，全世界在失业率暴涨的艰难中熬过了一年，而我却在浑浑噩噩又充实忙碌中度过了一年，不知道收获如何，等22号才可以下定论，相信应该是个丰收年。

金虎年来到，不知道等待我们的是什么，Yesterday is history, tomorrow is mystery, today is gift。把握眼前的gift，纵然梦想很丰满，现实很骨感，但是最重要的是心中要有信念，当你相信你可以的时候，你就一定行！

王菲在春晚复出，用她的天籁演绎了《传奇》，相信这是个好兆头，金虎年会是一个传奇！

Emotional

I've been very emotional recently, showing my characteristics as a Cancerian. Frustrated about studies, neither failure nor success cheers me up; tangled on some matters, sensitive about any little ripple, at the same time scared of over-acting to hurt people and myself. My hot temper is emerging, unsatisfied with myself and everything around me, have no idea what I can do to fix it, instead, I'm only like an ant on a hot pan, full of anxiety.

I'm just too eager to figure out something due to lack of confidence and my blindness of being involved inside this matter. I need a sign, an indication, to tell me what to do. I can't even see the situation clearly by myself, overwhelmed by my stupid emotions. Feels like I'm going to be devoured by a blackhole or something. It sucks me in, I'm falling, like dropping inside a whirlpool. Turns around and around, it seems I'm moving however never will I reach the end as there is no end...

Study is like sailing on Pacific Ocean without a compas. No direction, no aim, no captain, no sailor, no steering steel...sounds scary, but this is exactly how I feel now. Again, the word "feel", I'm being emotional again. I'm only sure about one thing, frustrations never end...