Stressed out!

Count down to my "favourite" exam: 2 days to go

Count down to my 倦鸟归巢：4 days to go

However, all i think of is the fcuking exam and not even 0.1% of the pleasure i would have after i go home. It really makes me sick. I couldn't sleep well for more than a week. Insomnia never appears in my dictionary, but not this time.

Flipping the past year questions, auditing the answers, even don't bother to work them out by myself, looking at the black "ants" already makes me wanna puke. Why can't i just become a normal student? No need to be super hard-working, just a reasonable diligent student will do, so i won't be thinking of hanging out mucking around everyday.

Suddenly miss somebody, the love, support and even the lessons i learnt in a hard way. Maybe in the absence of your guidance i can never be a "good girl". I don't know how am i supposed to sail without a lighthouse.

Aiks...God bless everybody!