Friday, March 5, 2010

Tangled

Love is something neither easy nor complicated. However it has been bothering people for centuries and many of us couldn't figure out how on earth it works. Staying up so late on a weekday night, is to consult 2 friends simultaneously on msn about LOVE issue. I suddenly feel myself is so dedicated and caring, advising them on LOVE on a weekday's midnight...

When talking about other people's problems, we tend to be more brave and open, all kinds of ideas run through the head, all the do's and don'ts, all the should and shouldn't. Acting like an experienced expert, being an outsider really helps us to see things more clearly. Looks as if I'm Ms know-all as I'm trying my best to ease people's pain. However, every word i said, seemed like a spur prick into my heart, it's bleeding inside, quietly without anybody knowing.

I'm a kid who doesn't like to ask questions, in study, in life, in everything. All my questions are swallowed in and kept inside my stomach, nobody knows as I seldom bring them up. People keep on asking me what is love, why is love like this, what should i do in this kind of love... Oh, my...I'm very pandai when talk only, if you ask me to implement all the words I said, sorry to say so, I don't have the bravery.

I used to have the habit of pouring out everything to Nora everytime I'm back home, I call it "empty my recycle bin", so I can start a new phase of life. As I'm becoming more and more stubborn, I try my best not to bring up unhappy issues and keep all the rotten apples with myself. But I'm getting more and more coward, I've lost the courage when I was younger. I'd rather call it "coward" than "matured", sad, isn't it?

Tangled, over some matters, what is right and what is wrong, what am I supposed to do, I don't know...I know you know, then please give me an answer

3 comments:

  1. Hey dear,
    hope you're alright over there..
    we're same.. always likes to hide.. but you are always brave than me..
    Believe me, a person who believe and have faith in you!! (=
    Cheers

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  2. Sama same... I used to listen to people's relationship/ friendship problems all the time, which is why I created "All about love"... But now, I just don't have the time or patience...

    The thing about my advices are, they are not just advices... they are my real life experiences... how to handle people/relationship...maybe I am lucky to learn it at a young age, bcz when we are young, we are not afraid of anything...

    as we grow older, we tend to rationale between our mind & our desires, resulting in "coward-ness"... actually this is just a basic reflex, to protect ourself from getting hurt...nth wrong with wanting to protect yourself...

    But, but...if you really want love, you must know when to go for it, and let all out, not afraid of getting hurt... and also know when to let go...

    everyone wants something, but not everyone is willing to sacrifice for it...

    Believe me, when you give your all, you will have no regrets because you know that it wasn't meant for you, but instead He has stg better planned for you...

    But if you hold back, you will somehow look back and wonder, if it would be any different if you had done stg differently...

    Hurting makes us stronger, more mature and makes us learn our lessons...

    Do you want a safe, unhurt, unexciting life filled with remorse or a life with risk-taking-opportunity-grabbing with no regret whatsoever?

    Choice is yours, but be sure that you are happy with whatever you chose... =DDDD

    P/s : thx again for my bday present... XD

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  3. I know what you should do..live life to the fullest..what is really right? what is really wrong? Use your own definition for it, because you are you after all.. I'm sure your definition will be good enough..=)

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